Tuesday, November 24, 2009

korang cuti ry bape ari??

salam uolss.
cikpuan ni hati n prsaan ni dh ada kt umah
jasad jer kat opis..rasa mcm skrg ni tgn tgh
gatal1 anyam ketupat..tipuu..mane ko pandai
buat seti!!hahha..itulah mood raya sbnrnye
yg mlanda cikpuan..ala korg pon mest sm kn..hikhik
ntah2 skrg ni tgh bc N3 ni kat kmpung kot..muahaaha

korang cuti ry bape ari?cik puan amek 2 ari ajo.
ahad n senin..opss lupe mane2 kwn2 yg lom tau,
sy sbnrnye bkeje d neg pantai timur. n mmg ore pantai
timur pom..hehhe..jumaat tu mmg dh cuti..

psiapn ry mcm mane?korban tk?
cikpuan thun ni tk korban pon , sbb kami somi
isteri plan nk buat mjlis akiqah utk tihani.
arap2 semuanye bjlan lancar spt yg d plan

raya ptama..

raya ke2

sy dh pent la mama..nk tdooo..

tihani first time celebrate raya-raya pose..muke tensen, sbb kena pakso
bgambar..ms ni umur 2bulan lbh..huhu

k la cikpuan samb keje k..report october lom settle lg..
daa...take care.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

hadiah mmujuk??

slm hye uolls..
ni cite yg dh agk basi la..tp kalo psl my babe
la pd cikpuan tetap ianye slalu sllu harum mekar dlm
hati cikpuan..heheh..btol tk ibu2 semua.

ni N3 ni dbuat adalah kerana tihani bkal btemu paed dia
lagi utk imunisasi bulan ke4..26/11/09 ni tihani umrnye dh 4 bulan
so kenalah jump doc ag..inject ag.huhu..

utk buln ke-4 ni kami bwk dia jump doc biase je la..tk
pyhla jumpe paed ek..lgpn sblom ni dh jump paed n dia ckp
semonye ok je..berat ok, pkembgan ok..ongkos nk jumpe paed
ni bleh kire huhu meriah jgkla ek..hehehe

cian my babe..ni ms br pas kena inject bulan ke3..
ms doc cucuk jrum tu tihani nangess...cian sgt..pastu dh siap
doa periksa sane sni..soal jwb sket2..dia still nanges ag.
bukan nanges sgt ank mama ni, tp manyk mnjerit2..huh suaranye
bleh tahan kuatnye..pastu nurse kt stu bg hadiah..mainan n bib n jg susu
isomil..myk gak dia bg..sbb my babe kan ada prob munth susu..

otw blik umah tu papa singgh kodai brg2 bb...kalo tk silap cikpuan n
amanye kb baby store..papa belikan hadiah yeay!!..hadiah ni konon2
nye sbg mmujuk tihani yg sdg skit..arap2 dptle mgurgkan ksakitannye tu..
mekaceh papa..lobiuu

ada music skali n bleh pusing2..uikss nape cik minnie tu tunjuk montot dia
eiii tk malu la...mest mjuk sbb mama tk stori pasl dia..hiks...hikss~latar blakang pic haruslah d abaikn..heheh

**psstt..cik minnie tu auntie sal yg kasi..kwn opis mama..tq auntie

Friday, November 13, 2009

salam uolls

Meh nk stori sket pasl tihani, skrg pe yg dh tihani pandai/ suke buat
tihani skrg umur lbh kurg 3 bulan lbh.

~tihani dh pandai cooing..ble ckp ngn dia, dia respon blik duk ckp hooo..hurmm
~suka dgr papa dio count da numb 1-10, especially in malay la (yeke aku ni..bleh plak cmgtuuu), she give big smile..n ble smpi 10 papa n mama say yea2 pandainye tihani..dio pon duk sengih2 ble kite claps..suke dpuji ek ank2 ni

mulut asyik ternganga je ank mama ni..ni tanda lapo ke nk bckp syg..

~dh pandai nk mgiring..ni mest nk mniarap ni..chayokkk
~tok ma dia ckp, tihani suke sgt time mand..tk nangess pon kalo time mand..sengih2 adolah

huhuu..malula sy mama..jgn snap pic sy mama!!

~suka sgt tgk kipas syiling..xtaula nape, mayb sbb kipas tu bgerak2 kot.
~dh nk mula hisap jari dia, tp skrg ni dia still pakai sarung tgn, sbb hisap sarung tgn le..smpai bash2 tue..em anak mama ni..
~suka sgt mnjerit2 kalo lmbt buat milk, suaranye makin kuat..huhu mlm2 bleh tkjut mama. Dia jarang nanges, tp suke mjerit2.huh!!
~tak suke org baringkn dio ble dukung..suke dduk cam org besr..bb mmg mcm ni kan

syok sgt la tu dpt hisap srg tgn..

huuh..lenguhla tgn mama syg..

okies..sekian sj..mlyan gelagat ank cikpuan kali nie..hhee..skrg kite samb wat keje k..daaa

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

a story to share..

salam uollss..
ni ada story yg cik puan nk share..very touching.
kish ni cik puan copy dr kwn, utk di kongsi dgn uolls semua

A story worth sharing ... it will touch the heart of every man and woman with family ...

4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid. 'cos that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physical and emotional needs of my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child.

There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that there was still rice leftovers, I hastily cooked an egg and left after informing my sleepy child.

With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am home. So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room, skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just having a well-deserved sleep, all i heard and felt was broken porcelain and warm liquid! I flipped open my blanket, and there lies the source of the 'problem'... a broken bowl with instant noodles and a mess on the bedsheet and blanket!

Boy, was I mad! I was so furious that I took a clothes hanger, charged straight at my child who was happily playing with his toy, and give him a good spanking! He merely cried but not asking for mercy, except a short explanation:

"Dad, I was hungry and there wasn't anymore leftover rice. But you were not back yet, hence I wanted to cook some instant noodles. But I remembered you reminding me not to touch or use the gas stove without any adults around, hence I turned on the shower and used the hot water from the bathroom to cook the noodles. One is for you and the other is for me. However, I was afraid that the noodles will turn cold, so I hid it under the blanket to keep it warm till you return. But I forgot to remind you 'cos I was playing with my toys...I am sorry Dad..."

At that moment, tears were starting to run down my cheeks...but I didn't want my son to see his dad crying so I dashed into the bathroom and cried with the shower head on to mask my cries. After that episode, I went towards my son to give him a tight hug and applied medication on him, while coaxing him to sleep. Then, it was time to clear up the mess on the bed. When everything was done and well past midnight, I passed my son's room, and saw that he was still crying, not from the pain on his little buttock, but from looking at the photograph of his beloved mummy.

A year has passed since the episode, I have tried, in this period, to focus on giving him both the love of his dad and mum, and to attend to most of his needs. And soon, he is turning seven, and will be graduating from kindergarten. Fortunately, the incident did not leave a lasting impression on his childhood memories and he is still happily growing up.

However, not so long ago, I hit my boy again, with much regret. This time, his kindergarten teacher called, informing me of my son's absence from school. I took off early from work and went home, expecting him to explain. But he wasn't to be found, so I went around our house, calling out his name and eventually found him outside a stationery shop, happily playing computer games. I was fuming, brought him home and whack the hell out of him. He did not retaliate, except to say, 'I am sorry, Dad'. But after much probing, I realized that it was a 'Talent Show' organized by his school and the invite is for every student's mummy. And that was the reason for his absence as he has no mummy.....

Few days after the caning, my son came home to tell me, the kindergarten has recently taught him how to read and write. Since then, he has kept to himself and stayed in his room to practise his writing, which I am sure, would make my wife proud, if she was still around. 'cos he makes me proud too!

Time passes by very quickly, and soon another year has passed. It's winter, and its Christmas time. Everywhere the christmas spirit is in every passer-by... Christmas carols and frantic shoppers.... but alas, my son got into another trouble. When I was about to knock off from the day's work, the post office called. Due to the peak season, the post master was also on an edgy mood. He called to tell me that my son has attempted to post several letters with no addressee. Although I did make a promise never to hit my son again, I couldn't help but to hit him as I feel that this child of mine is really beyond control. Once again, as before, he apologized, ' I'm sorry, Dad' and no additional reason to explain. I pushed him towards a corner, went to the post office to collect the letters with no addressee and came home, and angrily questioned my son on his prank, during this time of the year.

His answer, amidst his sobbing, was : The letters were for Mummy. My eyes grew teary, but I tried to control my emotions and continued to ask him: " But why did u post so many letters, at one time?" My son's reply was: " I have been writing to mummy for a long time, but each time I reach out for the post box, it was too high for me, hence I was not able to post the letters. But recently, when I went back to the postbox, I could reach it and I sent it all at once..."

After hearing this, I was lost. Lost at not knowing what to do, what to say... I told my son, " Son, mummy is in the heavenly kingdom, so in future, if you have anything to tell her, just burn the letter and it will reach mummy. My son, on hearing this, was much pacified and calm, and soon after, he was sleeping soundly. On promising that I will burn the letters on his behalf, I brought the letters outside, but couldnt help opening the letter before they turn to ash.

And one of the letters broke my heart....

Dear Mummy,

I miss you so much! Today, there was a 'Talent Show' in school, and the school invited all mothers for the show. But you are not around, so I did not want to participate as well. I did not tell Dad about it as I was afraid that Dad would start to cry and miss you all over again. Dad
went around looking for me, but in order to hide my sadness, I sat in front of the computer and started playing games at one of the shops. Dad was furious, and he couldn't help it but scolded and hit me, but I did not tell him the real reason. Mummy, everyday I see Dad missing you and whenever he think of you, he is so sad and often hide and cry in his room. I think we both miss you very very much. Too much for our own good I think. But Mummy, I am starting to forget your face. Can you please appear in my dreams so that I can see your face and remember you? I heard that if you fall asleep with the photograph of the person whom you miss, you will see the person in your dreams. But mummy, why haven't you appeared?

After reading the letter, I cant stop sobbing. 'cos I can never replace the irreplaceable gap left behind by my wife....

For the females with children:
Don't do so much overtime. If you cannot finish the work, it must be some kind of problems within the company, and it is not your sole problem. Feedback to your boss. Endless overtime may not necessary be the answer to the problem. Take care of your health so that you can treasure and take care of your little precious.

For the married men:
Drink less, smoke less, cos nothing can replace your good health, not even business nor clients. Try thinking this way, are you able to work till your clients are totally dependent on you? or your boss is totally dependent on you? In this society, no one is indispensable. Take care of your health, so that you can take care of your little precious and your loved ones.

For those singles out there:
Beauty lies in loving yourself first. With confidence and loving yourself, you will see the beauty in other things around you. You will be able to work better and happier. Don't let your health be affected by your work or your boss, so nothing matters more than your well being.

Monday, November 2, 2009


salam uolls..
arini cikpuan rasa2 nk bcontest la plak..sbnrnye ni bukan kali ptma
rasa2 ni dtg..hehe..tp kbiasannye ia akn hilang rasa2 td ble pk2 blik..owh sy tk da blog sndri
cmne nk join ek???
tp kali ni cik puan kekalkan rs2 tu..mest join!!~kalo N3 ni publish mmg sahla
cik puan join.hehhe
jom kite tgk syrtnye..perlu ado:


~blog tuan pngjur contest clik sni

~nk sopim kt tkperlu jauh2 kt sni ajoo.. juga dkt sni

dan satu ag jgn lupe kt sni gak

tempt rujuk:

cik puan keciwaaa..

salam uolls..
stoy ni blaku dlm tis week gak la..sbnrnye cikpuan tgh monitor pkembgn my bb..ohhh adkh sy tidk bcerita yg sy mpunyai seorg princess yg sgt baik n comel..huhu, yup!! cik puan dh mpunyai seorg bb girl..we call her tihani..she so adorable..


actually my bb ni ada problem sket, mslah penyusuan, mggu leps cikpuan telah tukar susunye dr Novalac Anti -regurgitasi kepada Mamex gold, sbb cikpuan ingat after 3 months dia dh bley terima susu biasa..tp bile bg mamex tu tihani still muntah2, dlm kauntiti banyk plak tu smpai basah2 bju n kena tukar bju...cian ank mama..

cikpuan dengn mr hubby skrg tgh fenin2 nk teruskn Novalac AR or mamex..smpaikan kdg2 tu kami somi isteri bleh gaduh manja sbb nk cr solution utk my bb.. sbnrye maslh ni dh kami rujuk pada pakar kanak2, masa tu bb dlm umur sbulan, dia sugg after myusu soh sendawakan~ini dah kami buat~, soh tggikan tmpt tdo bb~dh buat gak~ni kalo uolls tgk tihani tdo dgn ktinggian about 450..huhu tkut maaa..tp tpksala demi kebaikan dia..tp msh tak bjaya..stil muntah kuar ikut mulut n idung..n ats sugg from paed gak la cik puan bg susu AR tu..ble bg susu AR tu mslh nye beresssss..alhamdulillah. tapi ble umurnye dh meningt..cikpuan ingt nk tukar la susu nk bg yg kaya ngn khasiat2 len. utk pkembgn otak bb gak.
.**atas sbb ini gak la cikpuan tak dpt nk bf tihani..skrg susu smkin bkurg.sgt2 sedih..my bb tk dpt apa yg sepatutnye dia dpt.

kalo ada antara uolls yg ada sugg len bleyla share ngn cikpuan.. mekaceh yea!!


Sunday, November 1, 2009

mornin kwn2..
arini cikpuan dtg keje agak lambat sket..huhu kol 8.30am bru je smpai..hehehe tp takda hal nye
sbb cikpuan tk perlu punch card..hehheh..ada yg jeles??jgnla jeles ngn cikpuan yg kje tk sberapa
ni, uolls yg keje yg gomen lg beshhh kan..

ms nk turun dr keta td, en hubby tnye, nape suar dlipat2 kakinye..senteng..oohh..adakah en hubby
btol2 tk tau sbb musabahnye..bkura2 dlm perahu plak dia.HHIHI..adakh dia sngaja lupa, yg ms nk
turn dr umah td, air btakung penuh di depan umahhh...waaaaa umh cikpaun dh landa banjir..banjir
paras2 buku lali..tp banjir gak kan..HIHI tulah sbb nye syg oiii..

sesmpai di opis..kat tas meja dh ada note dr rebecca..ohh ini kish smlm..nnt cikpuan story k.
cikpuan nk mula makn gaji dh ni...heheh..waktu keje seti! waktu keje ni!! ok ok ok..daaa

sampai jump ag kwn2


brmulala disini..yeahh..cik puan nk mulakan misi tbaru dlm hidup ini..cehhh.

tgguu entry tbru yeahh..